Chapter 1: Midnight Crumbs and Blackmail
by Rachel Sandoval · 1,964 words
The clock in my chambers struck three with the kind of smug confidence only inanimate objects can manage.
I sat cross-legged on the cold stone floor in nothing but a threadbare nightshirt, surrounded by the sticky evidence of my one true weakness: honeyed pastries I'd swiped from the kitchens like the common thief I secretly was. Crumbs littered the parchment in front of me, little golden traitors that would sell me out in a heartbeat if anyone ever bothered to check my floor at this hour.
I licked sugar from my thumb and squinted at the latest intercepted letter from Elandor's border lords. The code was child's play. But then, most things were after ten years of this nonsense. My braid had come half-undone hours ago, platinum strands sticking to my neck in the humid night air. I twirled the frayed end around my finger without thinking.
The orphans would get their monthly stipend tomorrow, slipped through the usual channels. No one could know it came from me. Greta Evensong, royal spymaster, didn't have a soft spot for street rats with hungry eyes. She certainly didn't lie awake wondering if they dreamed of the same empty bellies she'd known at their age.
A soft knock at the hidden panel behind my wardrobe made me freeze. Only one person used that passage. I swallowed hard, the sugar suddenly sitting like lead in my stomach.
"Enter," I called, voice clipped and far more awake than it had any right to be at this hour.
King Elias Thorne slipped through the panel like a guilty shadow, his ornate robes looking ridiculous in the dim candlelight of my private sanctum. His silver-streaked hair was disheveled, and he was fidgeting with that damn signet ring again. The man looked like he'd aged another decade since yesterday's council meeting.
"My shadow," he said, the affectionate nickname landing like a stone in my gut. "I couldn't sleep. The letters... they keep coming."
I gestured to the mess around me with one sticky hand. "As you can see, Your Majesty, neither could I. Care for a pastry? They're remarkably effective at drowning out inconvenient thoughts."
He didn't smile. Instead he lowered himself onto the edge of my bed like an old man, which I suppose he was becoming. His fingers twisted the ring so hard I heard the metal creak.
"The betrayal runs deeper than I admitted," he said quietly. "Garrett Albright arrives at first light with proof. Letters. My letters. The ones I wrote during the border skirmishes ten years ago."
I kept my face perfectly neutral. Years of practice helped with that. "The ones where you promised Elandor safe passage for their trade caravans and then..."
"Ambushed them," he finished, voice cracking. "My sister's idea. She thought it would strengthen our position. I was weak then. Still am, apparently."
I touched the tiny vial at my throat, the one disguised as perfume. The poison inside was for emergencies only, but the familiar shape grounded me. This was bad. Kingdom-ending bad.
"We'll handle it," I said, more confidently than I felt. "I've seduced worse. Blackmailed better. This Albright fellow is just another diplomat with a grudge."
Elias looked at me then, really looked, and the worry in his eyes made my chest feel too tight. "Be careful, Greta. This one... he lost family in that ambush. His sister."
Of course he had. Because the universe apparently enjoyed dramatic irony served with a side of emotional complications.
I sent the king back to his chambers with promises I wasn't sure I could keep, then spent the remaining hours before dawn burning the decoded letters and scrubbing sugar from my fingers. The sun rose anyway, the show-off, painting the marble halls of Sunspire Court in colors far too cheerful for a blackmail-in-progress.
Court assembled with its usual pomp and whispered venom. I stood behind the throne in my severe black gown, braid tight enough to give me a headache, scanning faces for threats. Liora Voss was there, of course, in one of her signature poison-green creations that made her look like a particularly venomous flower. Her smile when our eyes met had too many teeth.
"The emissary from Elandor," the herald announced, and the room seemed to hold its collective breath.
Garrett Albright strode in like he owned the place, which was impressive considering he was technically walking into enemy territory. Golden-brown skin caught the light, tight curls cropped close to his head, and those brown eyes swept the room with calculated laziness until they landed on me. Something in my chest did an uncomfortable lurch that I immediately blamed on too many pastries.
He was taller than I'd expected. Athletic in a way that suggested diplomatic missions had occasionally involved more than just talking. His clothing was finely made but practical. A man who valued function over flash.
"Your Majesty," Garrett said, bowing with perfect courtly precision. His voice had that slight Elandor accent, smooth as aged whiskey. "I bring greetings from my king, along with a request for a private audience."
Elias shifted on his throne. "With me, of course."
"With your shadow," Garrett corrected, and his gaze flicked back to me. The corner of his mouth twitched like he'd caught me with my hand in the pastry tin. "Greta Evensong, I believe. I've heard... interesting things."
The room erupted in murmurs. Liora's eyes narrowed to slits. I kept my expression blank, but inside I was calculating escape routes and wondering how quickly I could get my hands around this man's throat.
"The council chamber," I said, before the king could respond. "Now."
He followed me through the halls with that same casual stride, hands loose at his sides but fingers occasionally flexing. I could feel his eyes on the back of my neck the entire way. When we reached the heavy oak door of the private council room, I ushered him inside and locked it with a decisive click.
The room smelled of old wax and older secrets. Sunlight filtered through narrow windows high above, creating pools of light and shadow across the long table. Garrett didn't sit. Instead he leaned against the door I'd just locked, arms crossed, watching me with those penetrating eyes.
"You're shorter than your reputation suggests," he said conversationally.
I raised an eyebrow. "And you're more irritating than your diplomatic credentials implied. Shall we skip the pleasantries and get to why you've come to ruin my morning?"
He chuckled, low and genuine, which was more unsettling than if he'd sneered. Then he reached into his coat and produced a leather folder. The papers inside looked official. And damning.
"Ten years ago," he began, "your king promised my people safe passage. Instead, they were slaughtered. My sister among them. I have the letters proving Solara's involvement. Signed by Elias himself."
My pulse decided this was the perfect moment to audition for a marching band. I forced my breathing to stay even. "And you've come to declare war? How original."
"Not war." He set the folder on the table between us. "Peace. But first, justice. Your king will publicly admit what happened. Reparations will be made. And you... you'll help me get it."
I laughed, sharp and humorless. "You'll find I'm not particularly good at following orders, Emissary."
He moved then, faster than I expected, closing the distance until the table pressed against my lower back. Not quite touching me, but close enough that I could smell him—leather and something warm, like sun-baked earth.
"I know what you are, Spymaster," he said softly. "The king's blade in the dark. The one who makes problems disappear. But I also know about the orphans. The ones you think no one knows about. The funds you siphon from the royal coffers every month."
Ice trickled down my spine, slow and deliberate. How? I'd been so careful.
"Blackmail, then," I said, keeping my voice light. "How terribly predictable. What's your price, Albright? My cooperation in court? My head on a platter?"
His gaze dropped to my mouth for the briefest moment before returning to my eyes. "Both. Neither." He reached out, almost absently, and tugged at the end of my braid where it had come slightly loose during our walk. The casual intimacy of it made heat bloom across my cheeks.
"I want you, Greta. Your secrets. Your time. Your... cooperation in private. You'll answer my questions. You'll help me navigate this court. And in return, I'll keep your king's dirty laundry—and yours—from seeing the light of day."
The way he said my name, like he was tasting it, sent a shiver through me that had nothing to do with fear. I should have been calculating how to kill him. Instead I was noticing the scar peeking from beneath his collar, the way his fingers still held my braid like it was something precious rather than a liability.
"You're assuming I have a choice," I whispered.
"We all have choices." His thumb brushed my jaw, barely there, and yet it burned. "Some of them just cost more than others."
I could have pulled away. Should have. Instead I found myself tilting my head, just slightly, into his touch. His eyes darkened. For a moment we hung there, suspended in the charged air between blackmail and something far more dangerous.
His mouth met mine then, and the world narrowed to the press of warmth, the steady beat of his heart against mine, the terrifying feeling of being seen so completely. My carefully constructed walls felt suddenly paper-thin. When we finally broke apart, both of us breathing harder than the situation strictly required, my cheeks were burning with that hated blush.
Garrett looked almost as rattled as I felt, which was some small comfort. His curls were slightly mussed, and that scar on his collarbone was more visible now as his chest rose and fell.
"That was..." he started, then shook his head as if clearing it.
"A mistake," I finished for him, but my voice lacked conviction. My braid was completely undone now, hair cascading down my back like some ridiculous romantic heroine. I reached up to touch my lips, then immediately regretted it when his eyes tracked the movement.
He stepped back, giving me space I both wanted and resented. "Tomorrow night," he said, voice rougher than before. "My chambers. You'll tell me everything about what happened to my sister. No more lies, Spymaster. Or I burn every secret you've worked so hard to keep."
I wanted to slap him. I wanted to kiss him again. Mostly I wanted to crawl back to my chambers and eat an entire tray of pastries while pretending this hadn't just happened.
Instead I straightened my spine and gave him my coldest smile. "We'll see, Emissary. I'm not in the habit of surrendering to the first man who threatens me."
His answering grin was slow and far too knowing. "Who said anything about surrender? I'm counting on you to fight me every step of the way. Makes it more interesting."
As he unlocked the door and slipped out, I touched the vial at my throat again. The poison felt heavier than usual. Killing him would be cleaner. Safer.
But as I stood there with trembling hands and racing pulse, I wasn't sure I wanted safe anymore.
I was still trying to compose myself when I noticed the slight movement in the shadowed corner of the room. A section of paneling had shifted, just barely. Someone had been watching.
Liora.
Her green eyes met mine across the distance, sharp as the blade she no doubt wished she could plunge into my back. Her smile was all teeth and triumph.
The game had changed. And I was no longer sure who was playing whom.